

Black DecadenceBlack decadence Seeps through my skinBlack Decadence
Like water
Through sand.
I lap it up
Savoring every bit I bathe in the
Pity and sorrow
And rejoice
In the pain.
Blood runs down
The walls of my
Life.
Silence stills us all
Demolishing happiness
In its reckless path


A world that didnt careShe reaches up tryingA world that didnt care
To grasp the life that shes
Slowly losing.
Warm coppery liquid rises
Spilling out of the corner of her
Mouth.
Like all her dreams and pains
And hates are being drained from her
Making her an empty shell of
Cool and unbearable silence.
She looks
At the shining pistol and thinks, my hero
My savior, it took the pain away
no longer can she hear the screams that are echoing in her
Head.
Its black and dark but also wa


Silent TearsSilent tears roll down my cheeks Symbolizing the pain and the torture youve caused I dont want to blame you but I know I should Its not your fault though , that you just dont like me I wish it were differentSilent Tears
And now I fear that with this false confession Ive lost a so called friend You to me
Is like alcohol to an alcoholic Or food to someone obese I can tell myself that I dont need you
And then I just run back to you
Hoping that maybe Ill just give it one last try And Ill be able to keep things under con


misread signsEvery day I was excited to see you Because I thought that you felt the same way Every time we talked I thought We were closer to being togethermisread signs
Apparently I was misreading the signs After months of not knowing I became frustrated With the situation so I found a way to find out the truth But now that I know I would do anything to take it back
Because now Im feeling disappointed and shocked I mean I really thought I was going to get lucky this time
And get a guy that I could be myself around
I was willing to give yo